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Wednesday, September 08, 2004, 4:58 PM
~i m JoYfUL 4 u'Re wiF mE~ amen


i got to admit i m a backstabber but i do wan 2 change =)



haha.. again i m at my cousin hse to blog cuz my hse com cannot.. heehee.. well todae is wed.. mon n tues juz haf my n lvl.. so nervous... todae i bought.. A NEW PENCIL BOX! well so happie i tink it look like a cosmetic bag haha! but hu cares it can put my calcutor mahz.. so good mahz heehee.. well.. todae meet up wif shu zhen [my shepherd] 1st i get to regain my passion for lost souls.. wat m i doin all dis stuff? hahaz.. well... yest smth scary happen to mi.. someone noe oredi? wow.. but keep God by my side.. heehee so went to watch cindrella cool manz e show is worth ur watch manz.. thn i realise ppl r emotional hor? hahaz.. mayb sometimes i believe i feel werid is becuz e person is not e same wif me.. ppl r diff muz accpet well.. whenever i got prb or wan to start afresh i will go cut my hair so todae i m goin.. i wan evt new.. i tink all dis like i bought a file yest which is so cool n pencil box cut my hair is to encouarge mi to work hard e lazy one is gone forver!!! hahaz... dun ever let e old soohoon come back or i kick her butt hahahahhaaha! bye bye old mi.. hahaz.. lolz.. well.. thn todae i shp pei yu it was so fun thn i shperd yu qian tml as smth happen i cannot shp her =( it came wif mi hahazz.. so sway todae ahaha but nvm it is God's plan manz i luv u Jesus..


austin ames is so cool ehz? hahaz.. oki.. shall continue.. well.. u noe n lvl got a comprehension tok bout.. a mum pass away it is beri touchin and it once again make mi honour my parents as Jesus command.. thn suddenly a frenz sae a comment and i juz strike mi down.. she sae.. GOd is not good cuz christian pppl is like dis... but gonna explain to her is dat God is perfect is becuz WE OURSELVES choose to disobey at times.. i tink le she is not rite but she make mi.. noe dat it is ourfault that bought Jesus into disgrace... but i tell myself i shall always honour God in my speech althou i m a backstabber n gossiper.. i m i admit.. i dun wan to sae i hate ppl backstab mi? hu wan to sae mi come out dun sae mi behind.. all dis.. i noe i m.. and i m surrounded by all dis ppl.. i shall not b one.. i shall luv all my frenz even wat they do i shall understand em..


haha of cuz i m not here to pin point but it is FACt i m a backstabber.. i m a goissper.. but i will change? i dun wan to sae ppl of their weakness i shall boast of my weakness and change it.. =) well.. i also wan to b a one hu influence in a powerful n godly way..



to all my frenz, should it be church or skol anyone..


i do admit i m one and as i noe we accpet everyone cuz i do sin i make mistake.. =) i will change frm todae onwards.. i will stop my mouth frm all evil speech dat will harm mi n my frenz..


By GOD's grace pls change mi!! i luv all my frenz deeply! i wan to gif em my best for em to trust mi fully ! =) cHEeRS!




rOCk On~