~i m JoYfUL 4 u'Re wiF mE~


haiz.. i m fallin down.. i dunno wat to do? i haf no much $$.. my mum keeep ask mi to work.. church got alot of event comin on? i nid to pay here pay tat.. i m realli broke... i m cryin.. haiz..
i m not complainin.. but how come? everyone ask mi to do dis n do tat.. ask mi not to work? i noe of cuz i oso dun like to work cuz it cannot gif mi e best to do church stuffs..

haizz.. dis few days i keep on go swimmin.. juz wanna go n relax in dis water.. i dun wanna stay outside water tinkin alot of prbx.. i yearn to do my best.. in wat i do.. seldom i will feeeel so sad..
my mother keep ask mi to work.. but church i cannot work,, on thurs fri sat it is beri hard for mi to work.. tinkin of workin in kfc all dis onehronli $3 quite little.. i told dad he sae dun wan.. cuz beri little.. i did nt work as waittresss as everytime i wanna work.. always thurs-sun? got confirmation?shepherd oso dun wanna mi to work.. i believe it is ok for mi to gif up e job oso... too..



haizz... God can u hold mi? it is too late... everytin is too late le.. m i in depression state? haiz.. i dunno.. but of cuz i will always depend on Jesus spend qt.. n prayer.. juz how i feeel.. how i feel a while i m ok le.. juz nid some peace.. can i?