I REALLY HATE PEOPLE DOIN THINGS AGAINST MY WISHES.

DOING THING THEY ALWAYS THINK IT IS OK FOR ME

WITHOUT CONSIDERING MY FEELINGS.

THE FEELING REALLI SUX.

HAIS.

STOMPING OFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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hmm.

couldn't sleep

look thru a person blog.

look thru the entry where the person rabbit act. pass away.

as i was reading. tears juz roll down. recall the incident of my rabbits and guinea pigs. tears dun seem to stop. i recall my own mistakes. i recall how they die. n the feelin was realli prickin thru ur heart. u wish u could help em regardless wat. even givin up ur evt. ur rights. i realli miss my rabbits and guinea pig alot. but i guess they r gone. but memories will always stay. i realli miss em. the tears the joy. i recall cryin when dad dun wan to buy for me when i was in pri 4 becuz he promise me. i realli adore Dad he nv break the promise and pop hme with a surprise. the joy cannot be describe. until now. i still cannot forget the fear when my sis told me my rabbits n guinea pigs were gone. it is like. ur heart haf juz stop beating. whenever i recall. i would wan to cuddle on my bed as i m afraid of the feeling. i dread it. really. thanks to uncle. he bought me a puppy during 2004/ time pass i haf already haf my babe with me for 2 yrs plus. times flies.
but i will showered all my care time n my money to gif her the best i can. i lurve her i lurve animals. they r those who wun betray u. would fail to melt ur heart when u r angry with their wilfulness. i recall that sat when i went to church. simply break down infront of my church fren. drop tears durin sermon. the pain is juz like lostin beri beri close family members. if time can turn back. i rather i will gif em the best care i can. now i m goin to b 18. i learnt to be more responsible. lurve em like NEVER BEFORE =)



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hais.

alot of past memories we got to let go.

no one noe. but u got to pick urself up.





I SUCK.
I LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT.









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