who says that u cannot predict the future?

what is even more scary?

is when u can't grab hold of ur past.

wat was happening in the past, u no longer hold the rights.

i felt it was too distant to me. it felt like it had nv happened.

all the promises were meant for the past.

promises can fade if u allow time to slip away n fade it.

who says forever who says always?

no fren forever

no lurve forever

if u believe it. u r the most dumb.

happiness wun cling on to you for long.

forever in earthly, impossible. we knew it.

when u realli observe someone. all u saw is weakness.

it was realli beri disappointing.

hyprocite. abandon you whenever they feel like.

act like an innocent saint. omg. stop actin infront of me

seriously i m sick of you all.

may u be sick of me either =)

who cares anyway when thing ain't meant forever.

when u need me. i promise i will not be there for u again.

u r a liar. u sae as if u dun wish. but indeed u r a great liar.

when people are alone. lonely. u will b crowd by em.

when happie delighted. a empty hole perhaps.

problems confiding to people.

nahh. i dun think it will help.

it was just bullshitting.

packing my rooms saw stacks of sermons camp book.

urge of throwing. satan was askin me to dump it. it was juz occupying my space.

but i din. but i also knew life wun go back to the same. i may not even turn back to those books agn.

those holy books? claim that no lies no hurts. totally fake. leaders DO LIE! DO BLUFF YOU. condemn you. like u nv wish too. u trust em so much as IT WAS MY CHOSEN SHEPHERD!ur tears often wun let em look at you for the last. the dark corner i had been. i had enough.

INDEED! =)

dun sms me pls like u wish to . n dun reply aft that. who u haf right to sms me that qns?



awwwww. i m feeling kind of rebelling rite now.. forgive me by my harsh words.

indeed i m not perfect. i nid a blog to tok to. man are always the last u can ever trust.

promises that make you feel happy. are almost the most that appears to be empty.



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