i m calm for u r wif mi-


i m toleratin all my tiredness in skoll.. todae.. aft mass run i feel so giddy like everyone is turnin.. i nearly vomit out durin.. chinese.. but din.. cuz i force not to come out.. or else will b alot.. haf e feelin of blackout dis fews dae.. thn i lay on e table was so tired.. but was glad i din haf work todae.. haha.. but tml i haf.. and i still haben find my dnt pic n my chinese h/w.. hmmm.. gonna slp late.. mornin take chicken essence.. yeah tml no remedail cuz i done my compo at home 1st.. so can come back do h/w thn try to teach tuition tml.. well dunno but hope thurs will soon pass n fri faster come.. haizz.. sat got tuition borin.. but shall not let mum disappointed..

i was recordin 9pm show thn i watch at ten so can rewind so can save time on e commerical part but mum stop e show at 945 becuz my sis score badly for her eng spellin... i was so mad... i scold her n shout at her throwin a baby trantum.. sorri mum perhaps i m realli beri stress plus in skoll.. i cannot tolerate ... e attuitude is like... haizz... but at e moment.. i was so touched cuz God speak to mi to lurve n not to hate or goisspp.. so i wannted to stopp.. althou i feel so unhapppiii plus dis i m goin fainted.. feel like not goin skol eh.. feel like slpin at home doin my dnt.. at e moment i goissp to God.. i write in my notebook my unhappiness i was writin e F word but i tink at least i vent all my frustration to God at least i dun goissp mahz...


i feel comfortable so much as i pray at the moment.. haha.. dis week plan to meet sz.. but i cannot make it.. i m beri tired.. realli cuz workin in weekdayz plus sunday is super super... tirin i nid to juggle beri bier well wif my stardee.. i tinkin goin back to church.. but i can't do my best anymore.. now ii m no longerr hurt.. as skol things n stuffs is gettin full in my brain...


i was tinkin end times.. satan will use all my deeep scar n hurts to make mi deny christ.. i wun i dun wan i pray upoin tat hurts r meant to grow mi amen.. haizz.. those hurts can nv b taken away.. wenever i go i m carryin it.. i try to let go but at times e feelin juz come back y? sigh.. nvm.. let go n let God- well.. haf been havin body ache tat kind of tiredness not like last yr still can slack.. haha.. plus work.. i can' breathe well hahahahaahah...


devoted to u haha planetshakers i hope to get one for myself wen i get my pay while i wanna save up e work money to buy a leg massagner for my ah ma. i always beri tired to work but i m bri joyful at least i suffer for a reason to make someone happpie.. i dun earn for my own profit.. =)) i wanna brin my dog for sterilisation.. i oso savin n i m gonna gif CBF.. haha.. of cuz i earn de i will gif God even all i m willin!! cuz he is my PROVIDER.. hahahaahha.. i lurve u Jesus no matter how much i gif u i will nv sae enuff i will keep givin juz like U ! =))



jESUS rawKkk...