Friday, May 27, 2005, 10:06 PM
simple plan - untitled


wow tml got youth CLM mean pastor jeff is leadin haish.. last time i always lookin forward to dis meetin de eh!! 1st time i join beri funni i was so shy.. thn restructure. i lead wa2 but i still din go..
haish.. envy e people goin sighh.. well.. i will wait haha =))


life is so unfair
but i noe God hold my future

now damn tired.
wanna go slp le.
thn tml go church.
hav to stardee
wake up 8 like tat bah
well
i hope e moment will freeze
sigh
but i tink it is over le

abby i tink mon meet mi thn sae she still rmb i beri hurt durin jan feb march beri depressed. indeed. yup. she advise mi not to go to Hs camp becuz i will see hyprocrites ard.

unless i meet wif sz but noe wat she wun understand

i go camp thn joyce n sz tok to mi
thn i nv go church
i tok to em
but wen i go camp their feelin changes
pls reflect on ur action
dun come n sae u r not in wrong
stand in my shoes n tink

i haf stand in ur shoes n tink
i admit part is my fault
sigh
but no one understand e whole pic
i m depressed
while people out there
is havin fun
i dunno wat to do
can someone tok to mi
i feel so alone in e dark. i cannot onli hear my tear dropppin
n my heart breakin sound

i can't stand e pain. i juz wan to scream

realli i m beri hurt wenever i tinkk
i cannot forget e hurt
i ddun haf hatred
but i haf misunderstandin
i told abby
wenever i stardee
i stardee wif dis misunderstand
and dis burden. i dunno wat to do
i told abby..
she tell mi not to tink bout it
sigh
i dunno wat to do

e misunderstand misfocus my ENTIRE life. it tie my heart so tight tat it bleed so badly every single step i take.


i dunno how to face.
no one understand
except Jesus