Thursday, March 08, 2007, 11:18 PM
-can i hate ur lies and lurve you at the same time-
todae was rather a bad day for me.
emotionally i am shocked. i m not really to accept the fact.
one of my students mum canceled the tuition as need a tutor to teach tamil too.
it was sudden. it wasn't pleasant. it was hurting. i felt i have left smth in the house.
i was thinking i had left nothing physcially but emotionally and mentally.
my effort and the laughter.
i admit i dun like the indian dad because he is so rich and proud.
you called me he forever won't reply you.
i hate rich people who look down on poor people.
but i got no choice isn't it.
my parents cannot provide me with a driving lic or a lap top.
but mentally and emotionally they had provided enough.
somehow i was thinking my dad was really GREAT!
perhaps my grandfather will be even better. but truth is painful.
i m feeling at my lowest pitch, but fear not. i always picked myself up.
if i could be with. i would be with myself.
truth only hurts isn't it? =)