happy yet angry

manage to study most of ms kan notes but still hoping i could remember more as well.

was quite tired, reached home at about 11pm just now.

just typed a whole chuck of crude and vuglarites. deleted it as it was unpleasant to post as well.

anyway my good fren of mine smsed me that she could not reply all my smses and calls

because she need to accompany her brian(BF) and many committments.

i am super peeved. as my smses were asking serious stuffs and she was ignoring.

if brian smsed you, will u not reply? BS!

ok watever. anyway to you BF holds the highest majesty than Christ.

don get cheated and come to me crying. i've gave my most earnest advice. =)





ok enuff of my grumbling!

meet up with yy today cause she was loooking for my lecturer for some project work.

looking forward for sat to meet up with melissa and yy.

and sunday which is my cousin's wedding.

but i hate sitting with my cousin's husband (PERVERT)

omg duh. shit.

nvm i shall be joyful and accept all pests. =)


all my cousins hated him and my family was REALLY LUCKY to sit in a SAME table as HIM!




i am abit cranky in this post due to alot alot alot of disturbance yesterday night by my beloved sis!

she keep smsing, tossing around and she was not sleeping.

i am damn peeved as i went out at 645am today and reached home at 11pm.

i am tired tired tired tired, shoulder ache.



okie i know it is a super non-bibical post.

but afterall,

i still earnestly prayed to God for a peaceful heart and joyful heart.

crankiness do come once in a blue moon.

but i will pray and the devil will cease away from me.

i prayed for kan's paper that i could be able to answer.

i prayed for granny, i lurve her =)

she is the one who had gave me the unconditional love.

she had not failed me in any areas of my life.

she does not disappoint me

but she do made me happy and sad.

I give thanks to the Lord even my beloved friend broke her promise for going overseas.

i am super looking forward for it but she just can't control spending money.

lord i am really reluctant to drop that anger but i will with a thankful and grateful heart.

i will go one day and i will still love her. =)

it is not easy i will learn from each test.


amen good nite! =)



love,peace,joy
soohoon