perhaps my post will link to the post previous.

on last fri grandma had a fall.

send to the hospital, tml having an op. todae went to the hospital. uncle sent me home in his mercendes benz. but rich doesn't mean anything. LOL

tml she is having an op le. i m quite worried, too much blood lost or wat. Lord pls bless her i haf faith u can cure her.

i hope she can get up n walk quickly and cook my fave yam for me. it willl be takin 6 mth times. omg. it is killing me. i m just impatient.


if i m rich, i will just pay all the hospital bills. I wun want people to share n cause so many unhappiness. If money can drop down from the earth hahaha daydream la lols.

listening to some songs. those love songs are making me felt realli disgusting. eeerks. frenship haha. bs onli sia. lols. bitcher. oh yeah.

i m letting go. who cares? sick and disgusting. it is makin me throwing up.

ur apology still wun mend that hurt. i can't accept it. ur bias i m hatin it. seriously. stop bs infront of me. i m hating n cherishing you at the same time.

tuition tuitions tryin to help them improve. willing to stay for them. it is cropping up. skol work. tuitions. family. i m breakin down. it is not lurve for money. i've no choice. i m realli tired. i m not born with a silver spoon.

it has really been a while when i can go out n chilli out. have fun. it is fading haha. badminton was fun.

i m sick of u all. stop accusing me. it seems like u all seem so innocent n had done nth wrong n pointing the fault to me only. as if u all had not done it. i 've say nth. it is really making me felt tired of you guys. i hate to go out with you guys. exaggerating. omgggg. phew! i m out of that kiddy game HA!









stairway to quietness. to where You can only find me.

wipe my tears away. those scars.

i m afraid.