I NEED TO WAKE UP AT 730 AND I AM STILL AWAKE NOW.

I CANNOT GET TO SLEEP!


just now when dad was back , he told us that granny fell down as she felt giddy and knocked on her head and it bleeded. omg.

my father told my uncle to bring her to the doc. my uncle said NVM

cuz my father's van is too high for her to climb on as she cannot walk properly now

thn my father told me, my uncle was like heck caring now. dun feel like caring.

he said he din call to check out for my grandma.

i hope i am a superwoman. got car can fetch her there. so there wun be pushing here and there isn't it.


it is not easy.

i hope i will be free one of the days to go visit my grandmother.

sat on my bed at 130am till 230am thinking of the past when she is much healthier

when she came to stay, she will ask me to go down to eat fishball noodles with her but i always say i m busy doing my work.

ireallyregretitberyberymuch.


i miss the times when she pop up in my house staying over chit chatting with me due late hours.


my grandma maid is smoking and also slipping out. my uncle's wife keep say give chance. i think they are so irresponsible. my father said he had said but my uncle simply ignore say need money alldis. omg he just bought a 300 k merc benz and saying that all this is troublesome. bang ur car off the coast.



i just felt helpless. times come when we really cannot do much.

but a little hand can do something. it is better than nothing.


wealth is not important , health is more importtant


more impt , love your family =)


SMILE!


love,
soohoon