this few days,haven't seem my family members except my dad.i've been going for tuition then went to my grandma house at evening till midnite then reach home. Dad fetched me back after work. Watching Television, chatting lying around on the sofa. Use hot water in a water bottle to put on granny's legs so her legs won't ache. watch television. act. wanna stay there but no bed too thin thn my back sprained. cannot lor. so slp at home lor. complainin to my grandma bout smth =X. tml going granny hse again. thurs n fri cannot go mahs cuz gotbbq preparation.thn sat gooin out with dad & mum bet my sis wun wan to follow. sunday slack at home.

nxt mon go granny hse again. haha. she keep asking me whether dinner full not. sae later 9 plus can go buy noodles eat dun wan la. lol. all my relatives complainin i fat fat fat fat ya fcuk sia. lol lol. kinda ok la. spend time at my granny hse with uncle n maid seem more fun thn being at home facing my sis and mum. scolding me only. at there they love me so much felt like a little princess. =) lol.

my granny had always treat me like a little princess since i m young. the feeling is so heartwarming. last nite watching nana movie till 5am thn woke up.watch part 1 thn go living room emo for a whiile thn came in to watch part 2.dis two days had been calling abby chatting lor. haha. she told me smth ahhhh i m so happy happy happpy.. super de lor.. i guess it is every girl wish isn't it? hahaha.. chatting with her our end of year trip to europe. i m using all my own money for that.. wooo.. most prob is confrimed le. it is great to travel with abby she is so nice.. other people may be beri bossy and act as in she noe everything yuck! as in abby is nice enough to show me around =)

abby sae i am very mature now. i m giving her advice. she ask me to tell her 3 weakness of her i sae. be more fillal be more secure be more saving! lol. i told her.. even i m young.. i m already saving cuz i will never noe when one day my family may met with a mishap? teaching tuition is training me to juggle btw studies n work..i m glad i din gif up.. a year plus le.. i m still holding on.. althou alotalotalotalot sad things happen and always knock me off that i m a beri lousy teacher.. but smth when i really put in the effort but the student still act like shit lazy.. it is very hurting it not juz taking money and hacking care.. but ur pride ur effort.. ur reputation.. some students i've put in so many hardwork it succeed. i got one p2 student always abuse me. damn angry.. todae he accidentally push his elbow n hit my teeth.. althou he is only pri 2 but it is really beri pain i shouted like an idiot.. hmm.. he is too implusive and naughty but no choice lehh.. he one week tuition 5 times. thn near my hse walkin dist.. i cannot give up.. i always put my family in my mind it is for them it is for them i cannot give up i cannot give up.. or else i would have lost the zeal it is ok.. i ccannnn endure.. hahaha


back to chatting with abby.. she sae she can sense i hate guys alot.. not really la.. she knew it is hard for me to trust anyone.. she sae i guess betrayal to me is nth already since alot of hurtful thing had happened already.. i juz felt that a person not ur kin it is beri hard to believe.. to lay down ur trust to them.. even a shepherd[the one i respect the more even willing to lay down my life] can betray me.. wat can i do more? hahahaha.







love,
soohoon 2.40am