Monday, April 23, 2007, 1:23 AM
blogging now
had finish a weeek of study and work
was tired extreme
i din went skol for two days not purposely
i was really angry with myself. i was feelin beri tired.
my poly fren say i m lying. i plan it all out. omg. fcuked felt. forget it
well well well
come to reflect all my students are havin exam in less than a mth or should i say
two more weeks. or even one. i've been working hard for them.. a new student i wan to push her a pass for math and english
previous last yr i din taught her yet. english was 20+/100 math 17/100
to me i can spur her on. i can do it. i always stay from 8pm- 930pm but i always stay with her till 10pm my parents sae free labour. and both day tuition her the nxt morning i overslept. i cannot hear the alarm ringing. i m dead.
God, pls help me to wake up early everyday.
i cannot gif up for tuition.or if my dad needed a few hundred bucks i could really easily gif it to him with no diffculty. i m not bragging.
i m willing to do all this. not feeling pain in my heart. i m beri happy to do it.
but i really feel hurt when people think i am this and this when i'm not.
i really wanted to go to sch.
tis whole week i really felt beri inferior.
God give me more faith. may my bus reach when i reach the busstop fast fast.
i dun wanna expect more. i hope i can have more time to go acc granny.
rmb NO TIME IS AN EXCUSE
this is how i nagged at my students i told them IMPOSSIBLE IS NTH
it is really cute when they can guess wat i m goin to say next lol.
well well well
i m juz tired wearing out. i dun have a normal teen life wTH
if i could go back to year 1
i will DEF join BMT
by now i could be ..............
hahahahaa!!! ok nite everyone!