Thursday, December 30, 2004, 3:43 AM
~i m JoYfUL 4 u'Re wiF mE~


ahaha juz came back.. now is goin to b 4am later goin to bath.. well.. at ard 2am tania call mi ask mi to go cg.. indeed i m beri touched by her sincereity.. thn i go asha blog see dis song..

who m i- castin crowns.. thn i go see yq send mi thn cannot hear. i feel sad thn see asha blog got.. i m so happie.. in deed God words nv FAIL to cheerr mi.. ultimately i knew he is e onli one hu can heal mi.. he is e one hu wun hurt mi..

todae kelly sms mi told mi smth.. i feeel so sad.. haiz.. but thn.. i listen to dis song.. b4 tat i m listen to techno? which i last time keep listenin wen i m sad de.. haiz.. but now i m still sad.. obut kelly gif mi e news?... hmmm.. let Go n let God.. my fututre is in ctrl of God.. i shall not fear..

dis is e lyrcs..



hmmm i dunno how to sing.. cannot copy n paste.. well.. juz share wif u all anytime .. ok? rmb is castin crowns - who i m..


God.. hu i m..pls come n help u.. i nid u alot.. i nv tot one dae dat i would not nid u.. no.. i nv tot it b4.. i knew.. everydae i juz nid u.. wen i m most saddest.. i see U.. there.. huggin mi.. feel my hurts.. JESUS i lurve u.. frm e start.. i nv hate u.. but i noe u r there smilin to mi.. holdin my little hand tellin mi.. little child let mi mend ur wounds...


God i m so touched.. i m goin to bath.. heal mi frm some saddenin.. todae mornin my sis noisy thn i scold her ask her keep quiet i cannot slp.. thn my mum come in.. scold mi.. sae to my sis dun care wat jie sae.. thn she ask mi getup if dun wan slp.. suddenly i cry.. i m hurt again..


sigh- goin to bath.. hu m i.. - i noe hu m i.. i m a useful tool in God..


wen ppl sae they r goin for Jesus.. i feel so jealous dat i m not goin.. i m jealous not becuz of anytin juz becuz i cannot experience God.. i m jealous.. i wan Jesus.. yes! he 's mine.. but he is yours too!!!! i lurve Jesus










jesus i lurve u man.. u rawks.. tania wendy u rawks too.. jency pei yu joyce sz yu qian abby.. jane.. anyone.. u juz rawks..




music of e moment: who m i`
feelin: thankful.. joyful.. peaceful.. =).. even at times i noe my shepherd.. dun realli care for mi in action.. but i juz understand she is imperfect but i will instead lurve her more care for her more.. i lurve u shepherd.. i m not blamin u for anytin.. i believe.. i m prideful too.. u're great.. can u tag at my board?.. to show u r here...