a true story beri sad.


going back to my hometown in china should have been something to celebrate for me but i left singapore with a heavy heart.for all this years studying , my most faithful companion was a female crossbreed which i picked up when she was still a tiny pup at some construction site.she was one of the best thing that ever happen to me , going through all the thick and thin without even complaining when we went on three days of hunger when times were really bad for me.she will always be there for me and i could tell from her eyes that she really understands what i am feeling and her actions proved me right.then finally i graduated and its time for me to return to china.i knew this day would come so i have already been checking around on animal international transportation for her,she is a gorgeous dog and there are lots of good homes for her...but i just want her to be with me and i feels that she feels the same way too.things could have work out so well until she met an accident.i rented a room in a private estate bec that was the only place that could accomodate her and my landlord is a nice lady.sometimes when the gate is left opened, my dog will wait for me outside the small road not knowing that this will oneday cause her her life.i reach home that day and was greeted by the sad face on my landlord, she pointed to a big box on the floor , she herself was at a lost of words.i forgot what i was thinking or how i was feeling at that moment.in fact i was not speaking for the next few weeks.i buried her and planted some spider lilies above her.it was all like a dream, shes like an angel who came to me as a soulmate but eventually she has to go.as the outline of singapore gets smaller when i get higher into the sky,for the first time after her death, i let my tears flow freely,,,,i know what i really miss...my best friend DOU DOU.