Monday, October 08, 2007, 1:39 AM
here blogging.. gonna have just one last weeek before school is reopening. daniel told me that he is excited for school and he missed everyone. yet i told him school suck and i don miss anymore in school. school can be fun but it will never happen in my class but this holiday i really made whole loads of good buddies the passion guys and girls.. i really enjoy walking to my student's place during the evening with my mp3 blasting into my ear drums.. i found peace once again. i just killed a baby lizard at around 12 plus it looked at me.. i juz felt it is cute but because i am really afraid of lizards i've no choice to kill it in a cruel way.. i felt sad for a while.. that i am taking a life.. i knew people will think i am crazy to feel sad over this.. it is the 1st time that i actually looked eye to eye with it.. i just felt guility some sort.. i am afraid of being caught every night
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