oceans will part


tears never fail to fall in front of ur majestic love

when it fall it will fall in front of You only

tears fall on thursday night

dad told me something. tears floooded my eyes

when i went to my room the look of dad i will never forget

things can go astray but i promise i will love you and give you all i have. I will never abandon you for i know you have give me so many encouragment and gifts.

all the good times have ended. i cannot gif up

yest tuition the boy was really naughty i bet i have gone down to the lowest of my humility. he can hit me or kick me. but i cannot God will never do that. i try to stop and be strict i wanted to give up but when i think of my dad distressed look. tears nearly dropped. i will never give up i will work hard. i will push push push.


i must work hard now. i may be kidding. but when things comes to my family i can't help but to be emotional. veryy.


yest my teacher Ms tek spoke to me. cause we all noe she is very stressed she say she want to be like me. she sae she always see me carrying a smile. not feeling stressed. i told her to forget thing easily do more volunterring work. she sae she will try. It was cool i told her to pray to God. she is a christian too.


but who noes behind the smile?


=)

i am not sad but i am clinging to my Lord.

i can tolerate till now because i know that's a Big God behind me

i've not seen granny for sometime.

there is alot for me to do to plan.

my auntie only gif $50 a month for granny's maid expenses.

while she can buy alot of gucci bags.




it's beyond words.

disappointment





love,
soohoon