~i m JoYfUL 4 u'Re wiF mE~



hahaha.. so long nv blog dat all i feel.. heee..

well juz update a bit..

on thurs..
i went workin actuallie i was so nervous but by faith i went there wif Jesus hand in hand he is wif mi he nv leave mi..

well thn evt is alrite i got e no table 7!! haha dat's God's number too.. well it is oso a christian weddin and evt dat God did for mi make mi feel so comforted... 1st time servin i was blur.. but e ppl at e table.. support mi make mi serve happily.. haha.. realli miss em too.. heeheee.. may God bless em man.. i lurve u all.. haha doubt u all will see it lahz.. heehee...


hmmm.. thn fri?.. basicaly.. at a later part of evenin i was at home.. feeel so relaxed juz wanna b alone.. heehee.. dis few days.. i oso dunno y feel like bein alone too..

get to noe dat someone hate my cousin was beri sad.. aiyoo.. but nvm.. cousin! will lurve u wan.. dun care wat ppl sae at times.. smth they r jealous.. so it is ok.. juz accpet em cuz we noe they haf weakness em.. lurve em.. alrite? u will not noe i m tokin to u heehee...


todae in svc.. suddenly feel.. beri far apart frm dis person.. i was like she suppose to b close to mi.. i mean our relationship shld b great.. hmm.. haha daniel lead praise todae.. it is great.. enjoy e praise.. actuallie i took.. ard 6 mth.. to apadt.. i m tryin so hard... actuallie recently.. smth happen to my cg member she share e prb to mi.. i was tinkin... hmmm... i haf a situation worse thn her? but how can i share? haiz.. i feel so alone.. i feel dat i wan to share alot.... but dis particular.. person does not tok to mi? seldom i can sae... Y? y?

i was juz tinkin.. not i demand.. i try my best tokin to her in msn.. but she seldom tok to mi? seldom call mi? even wat happen to her i dunno.. haiz.. i realli wanna respect her.. haha.. dun tink i lesbian hor? i mean..

i m fallin down to Jesus for love.. todae.. as i went to svc.. i told myself.. i truly lurve dis person and would always support dis person.. no matter wat.. heehee... i wan to understand wat she is doin all dis.. thn suddenly in e sermon.. sista jasmine share.. more.. oso about love.. i tink God is tokin to mi...



basically there is no HATRED in mi .. haha.. i juz feel hurt.. n alone there in a corner.. i m beri close wif Jesus in dis moment.. i noe he is wif mi.. i feel so happie.. n peaceful in mi.. heehee...


i lurve my sheeps.. n i make it a promise to luv for em to feel it not know it!!! amen?
i lurve my lrd which is zhu zhen =) n joyce =)


i realli haf fun workin wif joyce man.. heehee.. it is not easy leadin 3 cg.. but i will support u always.. i will be accountable to u.. i will do my best to do my best in cg... cuz i noe we r servin God.. so i will make ur job a joy not a burden! heeheee



lastly.. i thnx everyone... for bein a part in my life.. i m here to love despite any circumtances..


I LURVE U SHEPHERD!! hahahahaaha!!! hope u see dis? shuzhen!!! haha.. a cute sincere n bbbly shp n my life!! =) i hope to noe u more in dis journey as well.. =)



thnxfor readin for all.. u r greatly appreicated!!!

i dun wan to go back to my past.. cuz i haf found u Jesus! =)