Monday, July 03, 2006, 9:22 PM
i din do well for my common test.
i got all C.
hais.
WAT IS HAPPENING
feelin so freak out now.
F***
, 9:01 PM
hais. sigh.
recently y so mani bad things happen
spoilt my moood
i m not complaining.
i m not perfert either
i m juz a BIG L
i m nv good at anythin
1st spain n brazil lost.
2nd i m disappointed beri beri disappointed when there is onli mi n grace celebrating jn bdae.
it hurts most when i can see jn disappointment. when we r tryin so hard. but we noe we can
nv help. i hope the nxt bdae we can realli meet. WORDS is nt enuff. miss. go out.meet.so long nv see. do we realli care? somehow i m losin my heart.
3rd todae skol start at 10 i din noe and nobody told me as thurs i din went skol went to NUH
end up i m late. i onli noe at 10 THN e class start at ten. reach at 1030 gifin mr saiful a beri beri bad impresssion. damn it hais.. i nv late b4 lor n ihate to b late seriously for classes. n he is our new teacher he is good.
. attendance is ABSENT sian 1/2 haisss..
follow by havin presentation i present real lousy bahs.
thn test 100 marks i juz took 30 min to complete
gonna flunk big time
not i dun wan to stardee or no interest.
i dun haf much time or somehow lazy
so far i enter HLM nobody haf ever think tat it is good
all sae is for nerdie?
think i m not suitable.
even my parents dun like mi goin for HLM.
i still insist. businesss it or watever shit is not my type
i hate all dis.
people haf been disapprovin of my course..
i haf nv heard someone encouarging mi bout my course.
but i noe God does?
follow wat i like..
i m so turned off by a person.
are stardeeein nature? muz b QUIET N NERDY?
wat the .....
or becomin super calm keep mediating at the top of the hill is it.
somehow feel beri discouraged
not doin well.
n people can sae @#$*&_*%$%@#@$
beri tired
not enuff zeal.
God y i lurve my course
n i m not excelling in it.
OH MY!
haisss..
i m a loser.
utterly disappointed bout my life..
but i will work super duper hard =)
no offence to wat i sae.
pls let mi vent my tots.
sorrie.
________soohoon=(