Monday, July 03, 2006, 9:22 PM
i din do well for my common test.

i got all C.

hais.

WAT IS HAPPENING


feelin so freak out now.


F***

, 9:01 PM
hais. sigh.

recently y so mani bad things happen

spoilt my moood

i m not complaining.

i m not perfert either

i m juz a BIG L

i m nv good at anythin


1st spain n brazil lost.

2nd i m disappointed beri beri disappointed when there is onli mi n grace celebrating jn bdae.
it hurts most when i can see jn disappointment. when we r tryin so hard. but we noe we can
nv help. i hope the nxt bdae we can realli meet. WORDS is nt enuff. miss. go out.meet.so long nv see. do we realli care? somehow i m losin my heart.

3rd todae skol start at 10 i din noe and nobody told me as thurs i din went skol went to NUH
end up i m late. i onli noe at 10 THN e class start at ten. reach at 1030 gifin mr saiful a beri beri bad impresssion. damn it hais.. i nv late b4 lor n ihate to b late seriously for classes. n he is our new teacher he is good.
. attendance is ABSENT sian 1/2 haisss..

follow by havin presentation i present real lousy bahs.
thn test 100 marks i juz took 30 min to complete
gonna flunk big time

not i dun wan to stardee or no interest.
i dun haf much time or somehow lazy

so far i enter HLM nobody haf ever think tat it is good

all sae is for nerdie?

think i m not suitable.

even my parents dun like mi goin for HLM.

i still insist. businesss it or watever shit is not my type

i hate all dis.

people haf been disapprovin of my course..

i haf nv heard someone encouarging mi bout my course.

but i noe God does?

follow wat i like..

i m so turned off by a person.

are stardeeein nature? muz b QUIET N NERDY?

wat the .....


or becomin super calm keep mediating at the top of the hill is it.

somehow feel beri discouraged

not doin well.

n people can sae @#$*&_*%$%@#@$

beri tired

not enuff zeal.

God y i lurve my course

n i m not excelling in it.

OH MY!

haisss..

i m a loser.

utterly disappointed bout my life..



but i will work super duper hard =)



no offence to wat i sae.

pls let mi vent my tots.



sorrie.









________soohoon=(