i m all about u - aaron carter [ best ! ]

lol.. juz woke up ard 4 plus from my ZZzz.. slp 2 hr like dis thn cannot slp le...

dun wanna slp too much.. wow.. few more exam comin thn gone le..lol..
yyeahhh.. nxt frrri.. my com hopefully will b hao repaired by max lo.. hope he better repair hao hao lol.. so long nv online in msn le.. lol.. siannnxx...


well.. ehh.. todae nth much walk to spc there de bus stop wif siti z n nora..thn crap crap buy bubble tea n my fav mash potato


mi n my sis mayb wanna buy a washin machine for my mother. $700 eh
lol. see lo.. lol.. tml goin out to buy gift ffor mama.. lol.. always at home my mother always wanna create my frustration lol.. lol..


-b strong cuz e world is fake they wun sympathsize wif every tears of us- they will mock n goissp of ur tears. they will not console u but act to b good yet goissp behind u backstabbin u-

nv believe in anyone
nv trust in anyone
friendship is fake
shepherd n sheep
is onli bullshit
trust no one.
UL n u
oso bullshit

if u backslide, they will not b bother of u le.
onli startin care or even a NO

everytime u call mi beri late sharin ur woes wif mi i listen even i m studyin.

yet WENEVER i call u. u always sae u busi.. cal mi later yet forget to cal back thn sae u wanna slp u r sick..

i dun even haf once can hao hao tell u.. bout my woes cuz u always sae u watchin tv.

i mustself tell no one.

if fren r real

if ex shepherd r real.


eu always tell mi tat she dun understand i nv account
i did thn...
u all tink it is my fault. yahz i take all e blame
blame it on ur stupidness. retarded ass. damn mi



- i din noe all my good memories is so FAKE -


i din noe i dun even haf e rite to hold on my wonderful mermories
cuz i realise all dis is juz a dream-

evt is gone
rejection
correction
rebuke
leadin
evax


- i rather haf tat thn holdin on -


if i can knock my head keep knockin n forget my memories how good will it b-

i can't love.
i can onli hate

perhaps jesus. we haf separated i try so hard but i failed

i try so hard but y i still fail God.

i try so hard to share y no one listen

y everyone reject mi.



music of e moment : shout to the Lord


sigh- i m not self pity


later realli feel like goin to eaast coast, sit there, i hate hidin myself from e reality.