the world is unfair. i m fat . tat e fact. u may juz get insult. n ppl tink it is fun, mockin fren mockin surroundin.

well, thn sms max share my stuff n thing at least he is real n not fake. scold e person lol. din noe he will sae all dis word la. but told him i feel better he is still my good fren. rather thn tellin my fren. perhaps ppl will tink it is onli a word wat is contain. startly i tink i m alrite i juz treat it nth. realli another moment. my heart sank can sense e emotional part of mi tat i nv feel b4 amazin feelin todae oso lo thn tok to God on e wayy home.

juz now wen i tink of dis person i m flared up. now i cool down. rather upset. there was dis gal hu cannot tok, but she express her feelin thru playin piano beri interestin i mean. mockin fren mockin surroundin tat isolate e moment of mine. i m not sayin anyone no offensive to anyone here. it is a song lyrics. sigh. exam is comin i wan to stardee but my sis everyone shout she is turnin from bad to worst. cannot stand. dis few days she keep gif ppl attitude. i din scold her. i kept the anger n upsetness to mi din wan to scold her. it wun come to a part that she will reflect her rebellion to my advice is damn irrogant man. so i beter shut up. compuer bloggin bed wall music myself seem to b my best fren. i noe they wun bettray mi. but i noe they can't love mi. i noe they wun hurt cuz they r non livin thing. lol. grace always sae she is havin depression. wat is it all about? it can kill someone. but i m thnxful i m elevation. she will noe wat it mean by e wayy

dun tok behind my back i noe. wat u r sayin. dun nid to wispher. ur stuffs i dun wanna noe i m not interested. dun tink that i m so damn interested to noe ur stuffs ur stuffs onli show the stupidilty n foolishness u r. braggin how great u r. tinkin u r attractive. oh my. wat m i becomin. i m diff wen i come to bloggin.aft leavin church i m no longer naive i tink deep. i knew the weakness of e world n myself.i m not perfect as well. i haf become my own good fren. i dun nid any good fren i noe they r here to hurt. no mmatter how close u r with. they will hurt betray backstab u. we haf no rite to hate backstabber if u r one. or else juz shut up. i din hate em i understand gal haf such a freakkin mouth. i choose to shut up n kept thing to myself at least i wun goissp at all.


mayb asi look thru last time my blog i m beri happie cuz i dun tink deep i treat thing lightly. i noe life nv gonna b e same. I have no one to depend on like my shepherd all dis. they r gone for eternity. they haf their new sheeps n mission. most hurtin is i knew u nv care for mi anymore.everyday i wait for u to tok to mi. wen i always tok to u half way u din reply. it hurt more thn anyin. wat r church for? was it meant to hurt / or to love.

my heart is tearin

i dunno y ur insult juz dig up all my hurts. n pain. hai. it realli hurt God.


amend my broken heartt.


it realli hurts.