Lord,

can i hate em for lettin mi to live with dis regret foreverr

i think it is my retribution now

i have receive.

i noe it harmin my body system.

she is not selfish

it is me who want to receive dis retribution

smth u can b beri happie wif ur family

tokin thru e nite.

u din expect e nxt mornin

u woke up

u r goin to face a horrible truth

it then leaves a scar a deep one.

it is too horrible.

Lord i cannot accept it.

it is me

Lord, i m irresponsible.

tat cause dis lesson.

so right now i m learnin to cherish

i dunno y suddenly e pain came back

it is haunting me.

Only u Lord tat see mi thru.

even in my laughter n pains.

Jesus, u r forever my pillar

i m indeed thankful for ur unfailing lurve



agape lurve,
soohoon =)