=)

A HEALTHY WEEK!

mon- went to gym but i cannot run i m afraid of tat machine. thn anyhow play squash.

tues-skol skol skol a long day in skol. longest yawns.

wed- TENNIS AND cats. come out with bra sofa panty pad can u imagine? wat is goin on! LOL

thurs- din go skol. went to hospital to see doc. with mummy.

fri-DGA ITA. finish off my hw. i m so bad la. i use alisa work n send in to my email WAHAHA. jac u teach me tat. n hope alisa dun see dis! but i got do amendment ok! lols.

thn went to play squash. till 9 plus. ade was realli nice to teach me =) tyty! =)



ok summarise all those physical stuffs i m busi of. todae i went to gif tuition thn went to haf dinner with my dad n mum. thn went home. rrestin nowww.


some emotional tots BUT B4 THAT.

HAPPIE BELATED BDAE TO JOWE!


HAPPIE BDAE TO MAX ! =)
hope u've enjoyed ur bdae. sorri i cannot celebrate wif ya! cuz u already had ur fren la lols. i wish u always happie. dun get discouraged by wat is happening. be it skol works or some emotional stuffs. i realli miss those times when u share with me.hope u r doin well in SP now in CPT. haf fun! enjoy the process of learning. or growing each dae. u r 18 now! life is still a long way to go! mus always jia you ok! =)

with SHOWERS OF BLESSINGS!
soohoon! ur buddy. m i BHB? LOL i noe u r gonna sae i TK.





ok.

felt dis week and last week. i was feelin beri evil or bitter.

people changed i take it to heart. n it totally flip off my feelings.

yest went for class. xue tinng n alisa sae y m i so angry. once i reach they can felt.

i guess i m reallly pissed off with myself. y m i so lousy? in skol. in ALL areas of my life?

i m gonna b last in class.i nid a RETEST. omg. it is killin me!!

i noe i can do it. by God's strength.

lord i shld not count on my own.

i m realli sarcastic dis few days.

i hate it when people break their promises

as they like it.

if u try so hard to make people happie.

n all u get back is rejections. n sarcastic remarks.

when u wan to be urself. people jus turn it off.

they dun appreciate. y shld i?

i appreciate all my friendships.

reallie.

smth when i m being treated unfairly.

i see it and i will keep it.

y must i carry on be good?

does it pay off?

it is so hard to carry on!!

i guess i m in my darkest hour now.

but i m gonna be optimistic now!

darkest hour also LAST FOR JUST 60 min!

smth when u get rejections agn n agn. it jus slap me off to my lowest pit.

when u r so happie to meet people. n one sms can jus flip it off.

christian people? are smth the most prideful peep ever. and people who dun even follow the way.

they jus think always go to svc go for meeting evangelism is enuff. but i guess some areas. they haf yet to improve. when u try to sae. they get pissed off. try to ignore.

i dun think it is right.

moreover.

i m just a backslider.a betrayer of my Lord.



Lord, u r realli cruel to me.

i haf tried so mani ways, but people just turn me off.

i m so so so discourged aft tat day. it commence the blow of my heart.

i can't help to be cruel to myself now.

i hate when it started all over again.

i hate tat feeling. wat's friend all about ,tat u've created?! christian friends?

.........






ur darkest hour onli take 60 min.


Lord,spare me from my nasty tots.

i can't help but to feel dis way.

sorry.

i nid a long walk i nid more tots.

show me u r real once again.