ok shall blog with smth simple.

did some blog hopping jus now.

look thru johnson blog.

saw a link to those personality test so go n did.

perhaps all dis are true.

my attitude sux now.

You are trying desperately to prove yourself. You are going at it hammer and tongs in order to get your own way. You oppose any sort of restriction or opposition to your own point of view in the belief that this could prove you how self determined you are.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.Many people will consider you egotistical and full of your own self importance.On the surface you could well give this impression and perhaps the reason for this complacent attitude is because at times you indeed have that 'short fuse' and are quick to take offence.

Having experienced considerable disappointment of late and not knowing quite what to do about it this has led you to suffer a great deal of agitation and anxiety. You are trying very hard to make favourable impressions all round. You feel that you have a right to do anything that you wish without being condemned for your beliefs. Everything seems to be going against you and you feel helpless to change the situation. The possibility of failure is most upsetting and this situation is leading to untold stress. You honestly believe that the situation is not of your making - it is not your fault - you have been misled and abused by those that you trusted, but you are trying to look at the situation quite dispassionately. Would you perhaps not agree that this situation could be regarded as unrealistic self justification?

You are completely worn out - physically and mentally - and it has got to the stage where 'you don't want to participate anymore'. You are in fact experiencing what is known as 'burnout' and your reaction is such that you feel that everyone is against you yet you still seem to refuse to listen to reason. You are hostile, bitter and indignant. You insist that you want and are entitled to your own way - well maybe you are, but your attitude is not conducive to making friends. Take it easy. Let go and get back into the World.



i guess givin tuitions and work load are wearin me off. the feeling of loneliness and tiredness are like nv b4.

i m realli lousy in wat i did. in skol. i dunno wat to do. i m bad in sports in studies. n i m a FAT PIG!


it is realli tiring. when u try so hard to pour in. yet u r left unappreciated.

i dun yearn for popularity. i yearn for happiness.

i m realli disappointed about wat happen lately. reallie. i m tired.






sorry for this emotional post.

judi sorri promise to call u

but i din. hope u understand nitenite!


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