Tuesday, May 17, 2005, 7:07 PM
haha

start out wif my exam result

hmm..

eng so far pass
math f 9
phy fail

e rest habenn takke..

suchh a borrinn daee no geog cuz merlin nv comme.. hmm.. ya thn go off wif jn n grace


somehow i heard a crzy man shoutin my name is zhi *** so childish n i noe wat he is doin.
well. e moment i sae medust i feel like throwin up. esp f***x he call himself a cat PUKE
cat at least better thn him he shld b a BUFFALO.

LOLss

enuff of those goissps n Backstabbss if they noe i write bout em thn ok la dunno too bad

ya thn went to cckwif jie ning thn sae my church fren jency phoebe cindy grace wendy
haha but phoebe like nv realli tok to mi bahz =( it is ok. jency gif mi a warm hug i lurve ya
so sweet of u! yup. thn go take photo wif jn fun fun we oso eat reach homee ard 6 plus.

todae i find it fun. cuz i beri happie i see my church fren God r u hintin to mi?
thn oso people reach out to mi share gospel but i sae i oredi is but m i reallli
livin up like one? i still rmb evax b4 wif grace[my church fren] so fun we encouarge each other durin last yr good fridae haha. lurve u all man

yest oso tok to joyce sms her but she din reply nvm
yest nite was tinkin how to move on?
share wif my struggles if i go back to church
-wen they go for CL / seed meet/ CL retreat
- new faces they can tok while i dunnno em
-new church atmmoshpere
-wen they look at u e werid feelin

but all dis can b clear if i luve Jesus n leave off my pride. can anyone PLS PLS PLS help mi in Hope. i m desperate of HELp LOL. somehow i hope i can meet shu zhen again i realli miss her shepherd!! but i dun tink i m a sheep but a black sheep hai. shu zhen hope to catch up wif u soon.. sigh


sometimes i hope i haf never ever backslide. i noe i make a wrong decision i noe i will regret
but a dummy is juz a dummy hais