~i m JoYfUL 4 u'Re wiF mE~

yeah i blog again perhaps my joy n pain i can onli share to my computer.. TODAE I SPEND QT hahahaha so happie i finally did it i was readin on fear.. daily bread for todae cuz it is easier for mi to understand.. the qns was askin wat e greatest fear u haf now.. perhaps i was tinkin goin to hell depart from God.. n oso facin wif e hurts everydae.. i noe u all perhaps not judgin mi wat if u r mi? will u get hurt by e remarks.. yes i m ... but i gettin rid of it soon.. thx God u haf been pourin so much lurve in mi tat i dun ever haf e couarge to hate too i once tinkin of hatin everyone not trustin anyone but God's unconditional lurve make mi not doin tat...


spend qt.. dunno hu to share so share to blog bahz.;. share to God le.. keke.. well lookin forward of meetin God tml.. i m hungry i m a hungry child i nid spiritual food i noe man fails i dun wanna depend on em le.. bible stardee i all dun wan.. i juz noe that i can onli help myself pick up now.. even God is wif mi onli.. i m not lonely all i wan is Him.. he is e most impt..

still tinkin wheter to go cos nite life not.. goin to hope is so werid.. i can't step in cuz wen i see em i see my hurts i will ju tear i beome beri fragile.. even wen i worhsip i will juz tear wen i recall my hurts i dunno y i try to hold backbut i can't i find it so hard to worhsip in public in svc later i keep cryin hahahahaa... crazyie rite.. i worship i wan but my heart feel achin so much i dunno y.. y do u all keep tinkin of mi.. y i was not given e chance to clarify.. now my heart is printed wif e hurts..



imppprinntedd hurrtts..



i m glad for i spend qt todae.. my blog wil get happier everydae.. wat for i sad for those bunch of ppl.. y i m so devasted of em? no i shld not.. it is not worth n it will make mi more selflish blamin spirit.. ya.. i wan to stand up myself.!