~i m JoYfUL 4 u'Re wiF mE~


takken fromm sommeonne bloggg--
i feel so sad to see the backsliders' nicks or profiles.. sometimes i feel very..(ah duno how to say) one word *stupid* thats all... to me.... u are nth but a stupid fool...!!!! NOTHING...

e word stupid broke my heartt.. she onlii noe how to sae.. haff she everr helpp or carree? i dunn evenn see she carrinn for mii.. butt thn.. i dunn exxpectt cuz i nooe i dun nidd i onli nid Jesuss.. i m not self pittyy..

anothher hurttfull thinn - i wennt to another sista blog saw she got label west/hope de linkk.. i m undderr frenn le.. haizzz.. actuallie wen i see west i hope i m insidee but i saw my namme undderrr frenn..

m i realli nth but a 2pidd fooll.. butt e fact is onli God cann understannd myy painn i sharre to abby.. tat's all.. onlii onnce n oncee for all i closee my hearrtt..






soohoon haff passed away durinn studdennt connferrencee 3/12..


God cann u hugg miii.. n renewww mi onnce againn.. smmthh satann keep usee aloot of wayss to hurtt mi frommm my dearestt churchhh frenn wordd... n acttionn.. but they r not wrongg is my own fault.. buttt if u were mii? wen u saw tat u haf been pushh bacckk againn.. n yett.. i see noo onnne att e gatte.. i darre noot openn my gattes evenn i step ouutt i see noo onne... juz a roadd wif noo onne.. God i shall cling on uu.. i noee u noe myy painn.. u haf been helppinn mi wiff alll my stuggless in skkoll.. all thosee bad thinng happen to miii in skolll.. i m not allonnee.. i mmm wif uu.. allthouu i cannot sharee to anyy humann..







tearrs - backslidderr r juz a lonnerr sommetimme i admiree thoosee backslidder wen their shepherd nb leave emmm.. i saw tat in churchh.. but all humann hafff leftt miii.. onlii u sttayy